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Kris
Joined: 16 Sep 2002 Posts: 2550 Location: Sheffield
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Posted: Thu Aug 07, 2003 08:36 Post subject: |
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I reply to all of this:
When I am happy I am quite possibly the happiest giddiest man on the entire planet, and all the depression I suffer is almost worth it because there are very few people on the planet that get quite as euphoric as me!
Darragh, youi are the funniest man on the planet. I tried your "methods" and.........
Ciaran, I know it gets miserable here sometimes but hey I'm glad this is a messageboard where people can be honest and open and not be censored in any way. So no offence taken, but the is there to be used innit?
Kinkster _________________ "fashioned by the blade of a world that doesn't care,
feeling so removed, drifting thru stealing air then...
pause and think about it, try to move and shift the pain, but it's there you feel it kicking and you scream and feel alive." |
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che
Joined: 19 Aug 2002 Posts: 988 Location: in the gutter, staring at the stars.
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Posted: Thu Aug 07, 2003 09:22 Post subject: |
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Yes but my weekly cycle is like this:
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it's like fucking pmt. |
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che
Joined: 19 Aug 2002 Posts: 988 Location: in the gutter, staring at the stars.
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Posted: Thu Aug 07, 2003 09:25 Post subject: |
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Usual week for me:
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Kris
Joined: 16 Sep 2002 Posts: 2550 Location: Sheffield
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Posted: Thu Aug 07, 2003 09:30 Post subject: |
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che wrote: |
Kinkster wrote: |
Yes but my weekly cycle is like this:
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it's like fucking pmt. |
Onky without all the blood and guts T.F. _________________ "fashioned by the blade of a world that doesn't care,
feeling so removed, drifting thru stealing air then...
pause and think about it, try to move and shift the pain, but it's there you feel it kicking and you scream and feel alive." |
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CiaranMac
Joined: 03 Sep 2002 Posts: 460 Location: Sligeach
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Posted: Thu Aug 07, 2003 10:29 Post subject: |
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Yeah, wait till the Winter comes and I get the S.A.D.
It aint pretty, those dark, dreary months. _________________ www.myspace.com/storkboychoons
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paulwhite
Joined: 17 Jan 2003 Posts: 396 Location: south england
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Posted: Thu Aug 07, 2003 16:16 Post subject: |
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yeah, i prefer the summer, i just wish i had someone to spend it with. i really need a girlfriend, but i have as much personality as a sloth, and looks that makes people who first see me do this
i don't mind winter, as long as it's not raining
I HATE RAIN
enoughenoughenoughalready
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Setareh Juventina
Joined: 01 Dec 2002 Posts: 1415 Location: Norrköping, Sweden
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Posted: Thu Aug 07, 2003 18:42 Post subject: |
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Paul, one thing should be clear to you, it's not about looks (not that much anyway), if it were only good-looking people would have dates.
Plus, I know lots of people that don't have much of a personality (or worse, they're asses) and look plain or worse and still always find a girlfriend/boyfriend. Don't worry, if you want it, it'll come.
Love and Peace _________________ Man is the only animal clever enough to build The Empire State Building and stupid enough to jump from it. |
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paulwhite
Joined: 17 Jan 2003 Posts: 396 Location: south england
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Posted: Thu Aug 07, 2003 19:44 Post subject: |
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yeah, i know its not about looks or personality,
its about confidence right??????????????
well thats summit i'll never have unless i have a guitar around my neck
i've decided to just stop talking to people, and just hand them a tpb cd instead
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darragghh Guest
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Posted: Thu Aug 07, 2003 22:47 Post subject: |
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paul i know some really ugly freaks who continually cop off with women. You have the added bonus of being a musician. In fact by virtue of the fact that you have recorded you own cd i know a good few girls who'll jump on you before you can say 'giant steps'. Woooooohooooooo!
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CiaranMac
Joined: 03 Sep 2002 Posts: 460 Location: Sligeach
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Posted: Fri Aug 08, 2003 09:46 Post subject: |
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I think we should all get together sometime and go on a massive "session" with TPB to cheer him up. The poor lad is down in the dumps.
Paul, the oul self loathing is an easy trap to fall into and a very hard one to get out of. The fact that you think you have the personality of a sloth and "looks that make people go " is a negative attitude that probably permeates around you and people will pick up on it.
I'm sure neither are true, from what little I know of you.
It's hard to regain confidence when things seem as down as they do to you now, but listen just say "fuck it" and face the world, if teh level headed sages of the BC BOARD think you're a cool guy, then you're a cool guy.
I don't feel like a person who's qualified to give advice on a sensitive subject such as depression (though I just have) so if things are really bad, talk to someone about it. Someone who cares and is prepared to listen, if you get all your insecurities and self doubt out in the open, it is amazing how trivial a lot of it can seem. After all, you're still young, you've got you're music, you'll make plenty more friends, and things are never as bad as they seem.
Chin up. _________________ www.myspace.com/storkboychoons
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Kris
Joined: 16 Sep 2002 Posts: 2550 Location: Sheffield
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Posted: Fri Aug 08, 2003 14:58 Post subject: |
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Isn't this board fucking brilliant?
I fucking love you guys!
Kinkster _________________ "fashioned by the blade of a world that doesn't care,
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pause and think about it, try to move and shift the pain, but it's there you feel it kicking and you scream and feel alive." |
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Kris
Joined: 16 Sep 2002 Posts: 2550 Location: Sheffield
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Posted: Fri Aug 08, 2003 15:00 Post subject: |
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Apart From Marcus Ford that is.
 _________________ "fashioned by the blade of a world that doesn't care,
feeling so removed, drifting thru stealing air then...
pause and think about it, try to move and shift the pain, but it's there you feel it kicking and you scream and feel alive." |
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paulwhite
Joined: 17 Jan 2003 Posts: 396 Location: south england
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Posted: Fri Aug 08, 2003 16:12 Post subject: |
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uuuurrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhh,
well yeah, the self loathing is sort of done with comic undertones (albeit invisibles ones), a la Morrissey, but i am starting to believe them.
in all fairness the last month has been the worst of my life, mentally, and it's all to do with working for a corporate screw up for a company.
I hate working, full stop, and yeah i'm getting professional help for depression. Hopefully they will sign me off work forever.
Depression due to creative frustration..............
plus i'm being moved on Monday, to a new job, which i have to apply for and have an interview for,and it's a job i don't want, cause it's boring as hell, and in my old job i'm leaving a girl i am totally infactuated with, and i don't know how to get over her, and i know i have no chance, cause she's religious, and i used to be, but now i'm not, and her 17 year old sister is going to work at my old job, and she's flaming plays guitar, and is really musical and i'll probably never meet her, but maybe that's a good thing, and i wan't to do summit with my music, but i have no time or energy because i'm depressed,
phew!!!!!!!!!!
thanks for your words ciaran
yes, kinkster, this board is truly magnificent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pd
"i'm a reasonable man, get off my case, get off my case"
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